The Finish Line -By Donna

I am not a runner. Never have been, never will be. My husband however likes to run. A few months ago, I accompanied him to a race. I stood on the town levee, and from that view, I could see the beginning of the race, as well as the finish line. 

As the shot fired, the runners began. It was intriguing to see the wide variety of participants. Some appeared to be as old as 75 while others were so young they were pushed in a stroller by a running parent. I saw male and female, thin and heavy, athletic and nonathletic. 

I thought about Hebrews 12:1. “Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,..

Life’s Race

My Husband Jack

Race is the ancient Greek word agona, which can mean contest or struggle. As I watched the runners approaching the finish line, it was interesting to see how different each runner’s race was ending. I thought about how the race was like life. 

Everyone’s life is so different. God has set a race before each of us, a different path to follow. We must run our race. Sometimes the struggles we face along the path are of our own doing and other times they are sent from or allowed by God to strengthen our faith.

“Life isn’t fair” is a common comment. Perhaps truer are the words, life is not the same for everyone. We each have our own battles. For some, battles are large: disease, divorce, and death. For others, battles are small. Some have few battles throughout life, and others seem to be plagued by them. 

As I watched the people approaching the end, I thought what if this were the “real” finish line. After all, life is a race, which has an end. I imagined that the giant finishing banner was the gate to heaven. And these participants were finishing “the race set before them.” 

A Breeze

For some the race seemed so easy. As they passed me for the last 20 yards, they breezed by, not even out of breath. Life seemed pretty easy for them.

The Struggles

Others struggled. One teenager lost his breakfast as he neared the end. But he never broke stride. He was determined to be the best he could be, even at a price. Steadfast, he was going to finish life strong.

Some had the look of pure agony as they pushed themselves forward. Life had been a struggle–right to the very end. They were clearly in pain. Some limping, some barely breathing. Life had been physically demanding.

Others came across holding hands and supporting each other. Life had been full of family.  Some participants had fans along the sidelines yelling encouragement, clapping, or holding up signs. They were friends for life. Others were clearly on their own. Life had been lonely for them. 

Some little ones crossed over in a stroller. Life had been cut short. While others walked across, wrinkled and grayed. Life had been long.

On The Other Side

The Finish Line

As people crossed over the line, they were met with joy, shouts, and pats on the back. No matter how they got there and no matter what condition, they finished the race set before them.

God wants us to run the race and to finish it right, striving to reach spiritual maturity. Whatever obstacles are on your course, keep your eyes focused on Jesus and keep running the race. The heavenly finish line has great reward.

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Book Review: Cold Light of Day – By Karla

Elizabeth Goddard’s Cold Light of Day is an action-packed discovery of who done-it. Her Christian character Autumn Long, a police chief in a small, uneventful Alaskan town, enjoys the calm life, until strangers appear. 

While I am personally more a fan of character-development novels, Goddard’s snapshot during these few weeks in Autumn’s  life, is a good read. Autumn and her family’s pasts hold secrets that kept me turning the  pages of her novel. 

Grier, who has recently found his way into the small town, continues to show up when a crime has occurred. As an attractive and seemingly helpful man, Autumn has to wonder about his objectives and his past as well, which also compels the reader to keep flipping forward. 

Goddard does an impressive job of creating intrigue with her end-of-the-chapter cliffhangers, leaving me wanting to read just one more chapter. 

Enjoy this read into the intense season of Autumn Long’s life. 

I received a complimentary copy of this book from Revell Publishing through the Revell Read blogger program. The opinions expressed are my own.

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Book Review: Her Heart’s Desire

     Her Heart’s Desire by Shelley Shepard Gray follows four Amish girls, Mary Margaret, Lilly, Betsy and Esther on a Florida vacation; one that will change their lives.

    The main character Mary Margaret is a wallflower, who has been bullied all her life. She is delighted when she quickly makes two friends on the trip. But the arrival of a fourth girl will require Mary Margaret to look at her past with eyes of forgiveness, which she must rely on God to help her with. In the midst of all the girl fun, charming Jayson makes his way into her life. She falls quickly in love, but discovers Jayson has a secret that could keep them apart. 

     This was the first Amish romance I have read. It was a sweet story. I loved how the sheltered girls were in awe of everything they weren’t accustomed to. As potential suitors entered the scene, their innocence was delightful. The author did a great job ending each chapter with a little something to make you want to read on.

    However, I felt several aspects of the story were not deep. Mary Margaret’s past experiences had clearly affected her in a huge way, but we only saw a small glimpse of the details of her past. Also, the love story moved at an unrealistic pace. Each problem that arose seemed to be solved too quickly.

While I prefer a book with more adventure and struggles, if you are looking for a sweet, light, quick read, this book is for you. I would highly recommend this book to a young adult audience, rather than an adult audience.

I received a complimentary copy of this book from Revell Publishing through the Revell Read blogger program. The opinions expressed are my own.

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Unknown Paths: Planned Panicking-By Karla

Planned Panicking

I tend to worry. Over the years when a family went to the hospital, my sister Gail and I would share our concerns. Often, we fed on each other’s worries. She would say something like “what if it is or that …?” Then I would contribute, adding worse scenarios. 

On our worst panicking days, this exchange of woes continued back and forth for a while. At some point, we laughed, referring to our frets as planned panicking. We thought, if we prepared for the worst and the worst came true, we would not have far to fall with our emotions, thinking it was the best way for us to handle the stress of the trials of life.

The Unknown

Unknown Path

For me, my most difficult trials are usually the ones that accompany a large unknown element, which leave me wondering: what, when, where, and how.

The unrevealed path looms ahead, and I struggle with navigating it. Thus, planned panicking seems to help. I visualize, directing myself through the worst-case scenario, knowing I could walk anything pertaining to it. 

None of us can live without facing trials. Perhaps, these trials are as simple as spilling something on your shirt right before a big meeting or being late due to traffic. Other times, the trials can be life altering: loss, illness, death, finances, betrayal, moves, disappointment, and unwanted change.

Hardships require us to make some choices, whether we want to or not. The bigger the trial, the bigger the effects on our lives. If we stand still, the tidal wave of change can knock us over. So, I see two choices. 

World’s Way or God’s Way

Looking for a path, the world’s way will often tell us to hate our way through, find revengeful actions to retaliate, or perhaps reach for a substance to deal with the pain. We can easily view these choice actions in response to the daily hits of the situation. Click on the television, look at social media, check-out the headlines on magazines.

We can also allow sadness to develop into depression. Satan loves this worldly way, and he is good at throwing exaggerations our way: it is always or it will never. These falsehoods can throw us into a tornado of negative thinking, which can be dangerously difficult to recover from. 

God’s way is more difficult to find because it is hidden among overgrown weeds of this world. However, if we push back the briars, we can find His hand. Then unknowns become less frightening. 

While our world changes rapidly, God never changes. He wants to comfort, strengthen, and guide us. His principles are timeless; His ways bring healing and peace. 

Planned Preparation 

I am thankful that along the bumpy roads of our lives, Gail and I have matured in our faith. His goodness was, is, and will always be. He is there to hold us when we cry, help us stand again, and light the path ahead. Still, while we cannot understand all the whys of this world, God’s guidance allows us to navigate the way we should walk the unexplainable paths His way, helping with the whens, wheres, whats, and hows.  

Abiding in His Word helps prepare for the rains and storms. Seeking Godly wisdom from sound-Christian friends, provides an earthly crutch through the debris of the trials. Making a mental or written list of how He has carried me through previously troubled times, builds my confidence, allowing trust to breed and take flight over hardships. Planned preparation is not as easy as planned panicking because it takes time, but it brings peace!

God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in troubles. Psalms 46:1

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Freeze Frame -By Karla

It is fun to open photo albums seeing all the memories come to life. Amid its pages, a person might find freeze frames of the first, wobbly steps taken toward mom, puckered lips blowing out candles, a dribbling ball in midair, a slinging fishing line headed toward the water, an open mouth with fried chicken on its way inside, a winner holding his trophy, or the precious smiles posing with a loved one for the final time.

A freeze-frame photo is a type of still image. This particular kind of picture holds an action in place, freeze framing it, to preserve the moment. These shots are generally used for a purpose. These freeze frames often unleash the background story that floods our minds, producing grins, laughs, or sometimes tears. 

Freeze Frame Memories

\1986 Success

God created us with the ability to freeze frame memories in our minds as well. While I am an extremely visual person, I believe most have the capability to close our eyes and create a home movie of a past event. Seeing my daughters ride bikes with their hair blowing in the wind brings cheer to my empty-nesting heart. What a blessing memories can be to us in needed times. 

However, life does not just consist of happy moments. In fact, life is made of mountains and valleys, highs and lows. At times, I have captured some painful freeze frames in my mind and held them too tightly. Opening the envelope to discover my devastating SAT scores in 1985 seemed to shatter my college dreams, or the doctor sharing I had breast cancer. Those pictures and movies have the potential to smother a person in bitterness and harness him in pain. If not careful, a person can allow these negative freeze frames to leave him trapped in a dark room with the walls closing in. How does the person not get stuck in the muck of these moments?

Replacing Negatives

God allows us to replace our scarred freeze frames with ones that regenerate us. We can tear the negatives into pieces by praying and asking God to replace them. Allowing God to divert my thoughts from the letter that stated my horrible scores to the kind counselor who showed me an alternate route toward my dream of becoming a teacher. And the doctor’s words informing me that I had cancer? God reminds me of my camping trip. I sat on the scratchy, nylon-woven chair and watched the fluffy clouds drift in the big, blue sky. God gave me the gift of pondering how He was in control of everything. He gave me this peace for almost an hour that April morning. . . only five days before. 

Future Freeze Frames

God even gives us the ability to create freeze frames that have not actually happened…our imagination. While we often lessen this ability as we develop past childhood, these imagined freeze frames are helpful. During my mom’s two year journey toward death, I often created pictures of us walking over a big bridge. While her steps were only allowed to travel one-way, I took great comfort in this visual. What a treasure to walk with her as she traveled onward to her final home with God. 

The most beautiful future freeze frame is when Christ receives us home. We can imagine that day, when we too will walk with him in eternity, just as Mom is doing now.

2021 Failed attempt

(Previously published in Good News Magazine Dalton edition Aug. 2021)

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Family: Singin’ and Dancin’ the Day Away-by Donna

A few Saturdays ago, six cousins loaded a boat on Lake Blue Ridge. Five of us were over fifty, and one was from the generation below. We also had in tow two children under the age of 8. It was a gorgeous sunny day. We started off just relaxing, snacking, chatting, and enjoying the view. But suddenly a song that we all knew came on and the singing began. It just happened. No one planned it; no one said, “Let’s sing.”

When our hearts are happy, singing just transpires. It comes flowing out. Belle, from the younger generation, at our request, became our photographer and DJ. As our requests were made, she often commented, “I don’t know this”. It was a schizophrenic range of music — but we all knew them.

We began requesting music from our childhood, such as Grandma’s Feather Bed, and John’s Been Shucking My Corn, (yep, that is a real song). I am sure fellow boaters on the lake were surprised as they passed by and heard us yelling, “Don’t look, Ethel” as we sang, The Streak with Ray Stevens.

Dance Party

When disco was requested, we could sit no more. Dancing began. Some danced to the Hustle or the Electric Slide; other sisters twirled until they were dizzy and fell. Of course, songs from Grease were a must as we hand-jived. We all danced to We are Family and YMCA. Laughter rang from the deck.

Belle was teaching line dancing to the tune of Boot Scootin Boogie. At times, there were air guitars and air fiddles. Karla and I even attempted a little flossing (not with dental floss).

Eventually the music came to what brings us joy, God. Yes, we were cruising along, standing on the deck together singing and clapping to “ I Saw the Light”. I am sure people sailing by were amused at what looked like a hoe down, but our actions were not surprising from our family.

Joy

When dusk was near, our captain, the matriarch of our generation, brought the ship to a stop. We faced the mountains and the setting sun. We all watched in awe as the sun slowly disappeared behind the hills while I’ll Fly Away played. It was magical.

We sang because we were full of joy and love. I love music; I love to sing to it, dance to it, and listen to it. 

Zephaniah 3:17 reads, “The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.” It is not a verse I have been familiar with in the past. But one day when I read it, it was mind blowing to me. I never really thought about God singing. But not only does he sing, but he sings over us. The word sing in Hebrew means “a ringing cry with a sense of joy”. 

Our God loves us that much!

(We do not own the rights to this music.)

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Figurative Language: Along these Lines -By Karla

Alike in our Randomness

Donna and I are so alike in many ways. I love words and their origins as well as she. Figurative Language: Hope You Are All Ears. In fact, I like to Google many things and people to discover interesting facts. If someone peeked into our Google searches, they would crack up! Our quests do not show much of anything along similar lines: One minute we are investigating the story behind The Beatles’ song, “Come Together”, and later trying to find out if “Hey you guys!” was really in the Electric Company’s opening.

Many Different Lines

When thinking of my bi-monthly blog subject, an idea popped into my head swiftly. However, when I began googling my line of thinking, I became distracted by the number of phrases that contain the word line. One idiom phrase with the word “line” popped up, and I was like a racehorse behind a gate ready to bolt.

Out of Line & Crossing the Line

I was forever getting a out of line. Mother LOVED to shop though she did not always buy much. Once Julie, my youngest sister, and I were with Mom at Loveman’s department store. She was searching for new housecoats in the children’s area. Finding a white, terry cloth one in my size complete with a belt, Mom made me try it on to make sure I had growing room. Thus, she began looking for one to match for Julie to wear because she loved her girls to coordinate. Boredom overcame me, and silliness set it. I vividly remember being inspired to begin kicking as if I were in a tournament with the karate kid complete with wax on, wax off. Julie followed suit, and our hands were chopping all clothes in sight. One look from Mom led us to know we had crossed the line! 

Walking a Fine Line, One the Line, & in the Firing Line

Of course, that is not the only time Julie and I walked a fine line. Our baths caused our butts to be on the line more than once. Strawberry Suave shampoo allowed us to transform our hair into Martha Washington’s wig and Santa Claus’s beard regularly. Other times, we slid from the back slant of the tub. We had lathered it until it was slippery, and with our legs crossed, we made the ride last as long as possible! Mom would stomp into the bathroom and nearly slip on the linoleum floor splashed from soapy suds. Our wet behinds stung all the more in the firing line! 

Draw a line

At night, I had to draw a line in the bed. Julie loved to tickle me! When I got tired, I got cranky and still do. She paid little attention to my line and would continue to poke and wiggle her fingers into my boney sides until she made me laugh. 

Party Lines, Hold the Line, & Hang Up the Line

In the 70’s, Nana and Granddaddy had a party line. My sisters and I stayed with them often, so when we wanted to call Mom to ask a question or just say hey, we had to follow Nana’s instructions. “Remember, Girls, your granddaddy and me share our line with the people up the road. So, quietly pick up the receiver, and see if anyone’s already on the phone. If no one is there, hold the line, and we will call your mom. But, if Mrs. Bessie is on, hang up the line ever so lightly. We don’t want to eavesdrop on her, even though she does it to me sometimes.” 

Educational Lines

As a teacher over the last 28 years, I have noticed numerous lines as well. If I had a penny for every time I have said, “Line up, get in line, or stay in line,” I would be a quadbillionaire! “Don’t give me that line” are words some kids have heard from me at times as if I am going to buy their lines “hook, line, and sinker”! In my top desk drawer, there is a small sign that reads, “Danger, you are walking a thin line,” that I quietly lay on students’ desks from time to time when they need a quiet reminder to get it together.

As a middle school teacher, I have a theme of encouragement in my classroom. I want students to choose the line of least resistance in life. 

Life Lesson Lines that I Share

  • Even though there are times you will step out of line, the bottom line is to always respect yourself.
  • Find your line in the sand and be true to yourself.
  • When life becomes too overwhelming, don’t cast your line so far ahead that you fill yourself with anxiety. Deal with today, taking one step at a time.
  • Line your pockets with good deeds, not money.
  • Drop a line to say thank you to make others feel appreciated.
  • Toe the line at school and in your future jobs to work your way up the line.
  • Remember there is a fine line between need and want. Before you sign on the dotted line, make sure you can reasonably afford your purchases.

End of the Line

As for you and me, we must realize we will all come to the end of the line one day. Flatlined! Where will we find ourselves? On the front lines for eternity. I don’t know about you, but when my life is over and my destination is on the line, I will be headed up the line toward my Creator for I have chosen the One, True God to be my master.

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Materialism: Treasures on Earth-by Donna

Growing up I adored cats. My room was full of cat statues and posters. At one point I even had a cat bedspread with matching curtains, lamp and alarm clock.


From 1990-2017, I lived on 40 acres. We had several cats, but they were mostly outdoors. When I moved into my current home, I quickly discovered a stray cat. Well, actually it discovered me. It gladly accepted the food I placed outside, but would never let me get close. After about six months, I heard a faint meowing under my porch. I discovered she had given birth to a little white kitten. It was the most beautiful kitty I had ever seen. It was white and brown with blue eyes, and it had a bobbed tail. My daughter called it the Gerber cat, because it was so precious. Of course like its mom, it would come eat but never let me get close.

Determination


But I was determined to win her over. I sat outside while it ate, carefully watching me out of the corner of its eye. I was trying to build trust. One day, I just decided to take my chances and grab it. To my surprise, it only took a few times, and it became tame. It loved attention. Every time I walked the dog, if I didn’t pick it up and carry it around, it would climb up my leg. I began to let it come inside, and it quickly made itself at home.

The Gerber Cat

One day while it lay upside down on arm, I looked down at it and thought, I forgot how much I love having a cat. I thanked God for giving me such a sweet blessing.

Nine months later, she vanished. I was afraid someone had gotten her because she was so beautiful. But after three days, I went a different way to work, hoping to see her in someone’s yard. Instead I saw her lifeless body in a ditch. I was so sad. I had enjoyed her so much. It was like so many things in life…here today, gone tomorrow.

Letting Go

After living on the same land for twenty-seven years and having built our dream house, I had to leave my home. Due to downsizing I had to let a lot of things go along with the house. I had my kids’ varying heights marked on the door frame as they grew. Walking away was difficult.

Within two years, I found myself helping empty out my childhood home to be sold. So many memories; so many things. At the estate sale, I had to watch a young man carry out the gun cabinet my mama bought my daddy for their first Christmas together. It was like watching people buy your memories. I had to remind myself, they are only objects. No one can take memories.

Just like with the Gerber cat, we can adore and get so much joy from something only to have it leave our grasp forever. We have to deal with the loss of these prized possessions and be thankful for the time we had with them. But it’s important to move forward knowing God has future treasures in store for you.

Matthew 6: 19-21
Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

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Easters: He Lives – By Karla


Looking back on the numerous Easters as a little girl, I am flooded with memories! The remembrances make me smile, but the loss of those people in my life, sometimes causes a flood of tears.
 

Past Easters

Like many families in the South, I too received a new Easter dress every year.  Mom made sure that the four of us, the set of four as she referred to us often, always matched. I can vividly remember the yellow year and the lavender year. To be totally honest, Easters were not the only times Mom dressed us in matching outfits. There is a famous story of how she accidentally corralled five girls together at Six Flags because a random girl around our ages happened to be wearing the same shirt!

Poor Julie, the youngest, she likes to joke about how she had to wear the same outfits for years since she received the brunt of all the hand-me-downs!

 At times, we had our Easter pictures made at Maloof’s, a local store in McCaysville, Georgia, but we always had our photos taken at Nana’s after church. Kids, colored eggs, and green plastic grass were everywhere.

Like for all our family get-togethers, the saw-horses and plywood from the basement was carried up onto the porch to make tables. They were quickly adorned with the most delicious variety of meats, vegetables, cornbread, biscuits, desserts, and sweet tea. In my young years, Granddaddy’s hand-squeezed lemonade in the big green Thermos cooler and cousin Kathy’s bunny cake with coconut sprinkled all over were a ritual. Most of us ate until we felt sick.

Easter Egg Hunt

A few of the men hid the eggs afterwards, while most of us hunted—disregarding any age limit. My nana and Donna’s grandmother were always among the hunters. They walked along with the littlest ones and delighted as they pointed out the eggs.

After the twelve or thirteen dozen eggs were hidden and we were out of the starting gate, we ran in every direction looking in trees, under clumps of grass, on the tops of a car tires, and in shirt pockets of the uncles. I miss Uncle James. He would yell in this boisterous tone, “I see one!” All the grandkids would flock to him, fighting to see who could retrieve the egg first! I miss the rides our uncles would take us on as we piled onto the wooden attachment behind the tractor and rode into the mountains. The games we would play in the front yard: kickball and hit the can were tons of fun. Life doesn’t get much better than the simplicity of those days. 

Easters Now

This past Sunday, there were sixty-seven at the home that I still fondly refer to as Nana’s. Although she nor Granddaddy are with us anymore, we continue to carry on the traditions.  A couple of the kids did not have a basket with them, but in our family, nothing gets in our way. Two light-weight canvas coolers and a circular casserole cover were used! 

Beyond all the grub and giggles, we know the reason we celebrate a day called Easter. We believe that God loves us all so much that He sent His son to be born in a manger.  We proclaim that He died on the cross for our sins and rose again on the third day. God desires us to choose Him as our savior and we can receive ever-lasting life. 

I am thankful that God is a living God who wants a relationship with us all, and I am thankful that my grandparents and those before me chose to teach me the reason to sing.

He lives, He lives, Christ Jesus lives today.

He walks with me and talks with me

Along life’s narrow way

He lives, He lives, Salvation to impart

You ask me how I know He lives?

He lives within my heart!

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Singing: Ain’t Nothing Gonna Steal My Joy- by Karla

I have never been one to enjoy the spotlight.  I will help do whatever, but I don’t like the lead. About seven years ago, I began singing in my church’s praise group. When the girls were younger, I sang in the choir. When I would make a musical mistake, I would find myself shaking my head. Over the years, I broke the habit since I feared people would notice my negative, recurring motions that might distract their worship. The church I attended at that time was larger, and I felt like I blended in with the thirty or so choir members. Our praise team only has about ten people, and I am expected to stand in front of a microphone. Uh, yuck!

The men in the sound booth were constantly encouraging me to step up closer to the microphone. I would shake my head no and keeping singing. Some Sundays, I would see them mouthing, “Your mic’s not on.” I would reply with a nod, a smile, my soft singing voice, and never make any attempt to flip the switch!  

Joyful Noise

As the years went on and I drew closer to the Lord, I unconsciously grew nearer to the mic. I’ve even sung a solo or two along the way.  My anxieties of being in the limelight subsided more and more. I learned to realize that I am just me, human and not perfect, when I make noticeable mistakes.

God never ceases to amaze me. I have no idea how the transformation took place, but somewhere along the way I quit thinking that I was on stage with all eyes on me, which made me feel dreadfully self-conscience. Unreserved, I began singing to the Lord, not for any person, rather making a joyful noise and praising the Lord. What a blessing!

Spring Sinuses

Recently, the praise team was leading worship through song. I was fully aware of the freedom I felt lifting my voice to the Lord. I continued song after song with devotion, not restriction.

Constantly battling with my sinuses every spring, I began coughing a little during the first song. With each song, I could feel the tickle in my throat. I sung a couple of bars; then I coughed a couple. “Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)” began as I felt a coughing attack emerging. I knew I needed to depart from the stage so I would not interrupt anyone’s worship. Just slowly put the microphone into its holder and ever so softly walk down the steps and slide out the side door.

OOPS!

I turned, eased the microphone into its clip, and tried to be invisible as I moved. However as I stepped, I felt my foot catch on the cord. Being long-legged, my stride is wider than most. I realized I was in danger of falling right there on the stage in front of everyone. Yep! That would not have interrupted anyone’s worship.

To regain my stance, my arms instinctively went outward in the “walking a tight wire balancing” motion. I did a half hop/half lunge, and I almost made it! My foot was free, but my arm had gotten looped in the upper part of the cord.  The momentum from the stumble had thrust me forward and yanked the mic onto the floor with a thud! My legs continued to toddle until I reached the steps. I felt my fingers filtering through the leaves of the plants that surround the piano as I somewhat sailed off the platform and stopped just short of the front row.

By this time, I had lost lost sight of the door.  Instead, I found myself behind a friend hiding my face. A man, who sits on the second row, had jumped forward to catch me and I heard one of the youth say, “I thought Ms. Karla was gonna take me out.”

Ain’t Nothing Going to Steal My Joy

Shaking my head, I walked to the car to get a cough drop.  Funny thing, my urge to cough had dissipated. As I neared the sanctuary, my pastor’s wife urged me to come back into the service. “Everyone’s concerned you are hurt.”

I attempted to ease back into my spot, as I realized Pastor Scott was reassuring everyone that I was okay. He stopped when he saw me. I am not sure what he said, but as an actress in a show bows, I did so as if to say “yep, I did that, but at least I am okay.”   

Sitting down, I summarized my reflections of God freeing me from self doubt while singing and how I was trying to ease out not to disturb anyone’s worship. A friend whispered to me, “Ain’t nothing going to steal your joy!”

The old me would have ran to crawl in a hole and replayed the incident repeatedly.  But the new me, restored through Jesus, decided to laugh repeatedly!

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